I only have 2 remaining days…nagagawa ko pang mag tumblr. Blogging here, is one of my form of relaxation. A break for myself….I wish I could finish all the things I need to finish before the deadline. I hate rush….but I am in this situation right now and I cant avoid it.
My OWN World
This is my first time to create a blog of my own. But I do read blogs of other people form different sites. Hopefully this is the place where I can call it my own where no one can criticize me, who will tell me this wrong, this is right. This is where I want to write all the unheard me, all the things I am thinking, this is where I will cry out loud all my sentiments,complains laugh here when Im happy and excited, and reminisce when I need to. THIS IS MY PLACE, THIS IS MY WORLD....
2 days to go.
Fulfilling Day!
Can I call it a day? This is how I wanted to end my day, everyday…taking down notes all what I have accomplished or how I spend my day. Today is one of my most fulfilling day as I finished the 2010 Financial Statement of one of our stations. Hay, I always wanted to be updated with my work, where I can finish or done it ahead of time but I know it is not easy. I can’t do everything in an overnight. I wanted to stop the clock from ticking or I wanted to sleep for a long time then, when I wake everything is done.
These past few weeks and days, when I am rushing things and wanted to beat the deadline, where my momentum and drive to finish my works is really high, my laptop hanged and crashed. I wasnt able to work over the weekends, and worried for those days. I realized baka God made it happened for me to stop and relax for a while.
There is always a positive result out of negative situation.
Thanks to Paul for allowing me to use his laptop and be able to finish that reports I needed. My laptop is still not working, it gave up! Good night and Good morning! =)
Create.Save.Back up
Wasnt able to post for the past two days, as my laptop has a problem, it hanged, automatically shut down and when I tried to boot it, chada….blue screen and windows didnt function as expected. I am very much worried that I will not be able to retrieve all my files…my hardwork for about six months in my current job right will all be wasted. I was praying and hoping that everything will be fine in my laptop, that the hard disk didnt crashed. Or when I tried to boot it again the windows will become normal…but nothing happens. Still the same….Paul troubleshoot what might be the cause of it. He then advised me to bought an enclosure so that we can try if the hard disk is functioning…We bought and enclosure and tested it…and the hard disk worked. Im relief after knowing that the hard disk is still functioning. Thank Goodness…glad that it is functioning and will be able to retrieve all my files. Destroyed laptop can easily be changed by a new one but lost data due to crashed hard disk is hard to replace…I am now happy although I have no laptop right now but my hardwork for 6 months were not wasted. Lessons Learned: Religiously back up your important files. Do not trust you computer. Always save your files. and PRAY ALWAYS IT HELPS. Back to work again and need to regain my momentum again…Deadline is coming….
Still awake at 2am
It’s 2am already but I am still awake…deadline…deadline…and I’m dead. But I can work efficiently at night. The environment is cool, quiet, no distractions and I am alone, perfect for a person who wants to think and analyze. It is my habit to really work at night. My brain functions at night. Feeling ko I am fit for all those jobs in a graveyard shift. BPO? Call Center? GRO? etc…Writing now is my way of relaxation. When I want to take a break and refresh, I write whatever I want now with tumblr. Honestly, it relaxes me. Parang dapat pala dati ko pa ginawa. It makes me pause for a while and think….think of a happy thoughts and reminisce. I will sign off now. This is how I will end my day.
My Every Day!
When I wake up in the morning my routine was open my laptop sign in to YM and check all my emails. Early in the morning I also need to coordinate product delivery to our suppliers, reply to all text concerns of employees and answer all the phone calls from my bosses, station accountants and other heads. After that, I eat my breakfast, have some chit-chat with my mother, watch television ( usually Unang Hirit and Doraemon), read an article or whatever I may read….and fix my things. When I came to the office, my whole day is attending the concerns of all our accountants, coordinating their orders and delivery. Hayy…Emails…Text….Chat…Calls. My whole day consumed by all these things…How can I do my backlogs???? Time management, delegation of responsibilities and breathe are the answers… But slowly I’m starting to realize, my responsibilties as an Accounting Head/Comptroller of a business that is starting to grow bigger is not that easy. It takes a lot of my time, dedication and sacrifices….but everytime I finish, one my task I am fulfilled. I think this is the reason why I am still here despite of a hectic schedules, work problems, and stressful environment I am still manage to continue to do the challenge accorded to me. and that is the reason why I am STILL HERE.
NO Regrets…
Some people say, “Opportunity knocks only once, so grab it”. I believe opportunity is a matter of chance and choice, yes it is true. It is a matter of either you will accept it or not. If you did not accept don’t think of WHAT IF’s. To answer your what if’s you should not let the opprotunity slip on your hands. Never regret the choice you have taken. Always put in your mind that everything happens for a reason and purpose. You are not there because of nothing. You are not here because you chose the wrong opprotunity. We always learn on the action we take. We may fail sometimes, but this is not a reason to quit. Stand up, and move forward…in the middle of the journey you will see a light, a sunshine telling you, You are in the right track…you are in the right way, you made the best choice. And at the end of it, we will succeed. Just be patience…DO NOT QUIT UNTIL YOU DID NOT KNOW YOUR FULL POTENTIAL.
Me and my other half… He makes me complete. We are not a perfect couple. We do argue…most of the time! But at the end of the day we compromise. I see the other side, he sees the other side. When we are not together definitely life will not be balanced as we will become one sided. Soon we will tie the knot….we will make a promise to be together for the rest of our lives.
So many questions…Why?
Why do people become irritated when asked? Why do people blame other people for what they did? Why do some people get envy with what you have achieve because of your hardwork? Why people always complain? not satisfied? not contented? Why do people questioned you of what you need to do and not to what they want you to do? Why do people will always think you are the reason why their life is miserable? You are the one doing your own life….you are the one who is responsible to what is happening to your own life. Do not ask why? Do not blame it to others? All you have to do is FIND THE ANSWER and ACT.
